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Saturday, January 15, 2005
15:37 -lost- this whole week was really busy for me. i was also CONFUSED to death by all e lectures tt i dun understand n also those tutorials work which i cant do...esp maths... ok,maybe i really cant cope with e new schedule yet... but i think i'll still take a long time b4 i think i can catch up... let's hope tt my brain can absorb like a sponge during lectures n be squashed when it comes to tutorials... this wk was real horrible... din have really much homoework but i have alr been going home at abt 7 plus each day when i'm alr staying quite near to vj... not as if i went to a sch tt is on e other side of e island... plus i got really frightened by e scores i got for e syf... worries me man...dunno if i can memorise it by syf or even master e songs or not... who's going to help me man... no close frens here... feeling lost n confused n stressed... it's so bad.... n pple r getting further away... feeling as if i'm losing touch with them alr... has it really got to be wat my fren told me last nite? i dunno...i hope not... yep.wanj is gone.but i feel really bad on thurs. sometimes i dunno wat happens to me. feels weird.it seems tt i cant shed tears for pple who leaves me even when e person is very dear to me. wat's happening to me?maybe i shld go see a doc... ytd was e og bbq.. nothing much happened.e usual stuff again. but i found out tt ruoyi is a very fun loving girl.yep. triston pple(half only) sat n tok in a circle... but me n christne had to leave half way through... n we tok abt lots of stuff during e long journey back to e sch... found out she's really very sensible n we can tok to each other quite openly... maybe we'll become gd frens in e future...who noes... ya...maybe i shld calm down n settle on my thots... relax la... |